Do you believe in fate? Have faith in love? Do you ever disappointed or hurt anyone, despite his never hurt you or her?
Six years ago, I had a close friend. He and I have a partner we have almost everything together, but we are also obviously different. It is an ambitious person who can do everything for whatever he wants regardless of how much was the worst. As I said, I want to control all different in my life to be smooth and soften. Our personality is different too, he was quite rude, but I'm pretty nerd.
So, he had a girlfriend. They had a nice time together, about 1 year. Sometimes hang out with them. As they broke for a reason that I can not know. After that, they still contact each other. I know that my friend you just want your money and sleep with it, despite he has a new girlfriend. However, that was all he wanted. I did not know how to tell her I did not want to betray my friend.
Five years later, I sit and look desperately to track my computer. Suddenly, someone we have entered a few seconds is shown in the face. Now I know that she is. At first, I do not want to talk to her because I fear my friend can not be happy about it. In addition, she asked me for my phone number because he wanted someone who could teach her to play guitar. So, I had no choice to do so. I gave her my phone number and we started a new relationship. One day, I went to my house and asked me to be her boyfriend. At first I refused immediately to prevent the problem between me and my friend. However, she called my friend, and inform him about it. My friend did not say anything or blame. So, I accepted.
when a friend became a girl, I did not know what to do. My friend changed, he is always asking about sexual activity between me and her. All the time I was his friend, I know how terrible this guy. On his birthday, I did not know how his gift. So, my girlfriend invited him without my knowledge. And his girlfriend knew about the accident tome.Oboje, my friend and his girlfriend to blame me and my girlfriend. I can handle it. Given that situation, I never talked to him again. I also asked my girlfriend, "Do you want to go back to it again?". "No, I'm sorry," she said. After that we had everyday problems of the past, along with our happiness among our families. My best friend has temporarily disappeared from my life.
Before I finished high school, I had another friend. At first I did not know why you want to make friend with me. However, I want you to know that he came into my life, after seeing my girlfriend. So, we knew each other until I graduated from my high school. He convinced me and my girlfriend to go to the university. Something was going to be strange, but now I can not do anything.
In my first week at university, everything was normal. I had a friend, indeed, my schedule is different from my girlfriend as well. I felt lonely, and my feeling told me that something is going to be worse. 1 week later, my girlfriend confessed that she stayed with him at his home, while I was studying or working at home. They also kiss each other, and I do not want to imagine it was something more than a kiss.
I was confused and sad. I did not know what to do. My girlfriend said, "I'm sorry." I cried for about 2 months until I felt better, but I was still painful. This was the very worst moment in my life. I had no friend to advise and talk to because my best friend has gone. After that, you still lied to me for the rest of my first year at university.
This looks like the scariest moment in my life, but this is another incident which I will tell you. Everyday is a past slowly and painfully to the end of my first year at university. My girlfriend asked me to brake up. Her reason was just to stay alone, I did not understand, but I had no choice. I desperately she accepted. Until I felt much better. She is back and wants to love me again.
So, I heard the news from my brother that, though she was my girlfriend, went to my best friend home. This is a friend who was temporarily away from my life. So, I knew the details of their behavior. My girlfriend slept with my best friend, despite it is still my girlfriend. I called immediately to ask her confirmation, she admitted. Everything in my life fell to pieces. "How could you do that?" I asked, but did not answer. She only said: "I'm sorry ".
Now, he wants my forgiveness, I do not know what to do. Am I the stupidest person in this world? I do not know anything. I was lied to the girl I love so much. I was betrayed by my best friend and my girlfriend.
Do you still believe in love? This could only be love or passion or something roughly the level of your consciousness.
I try my best to make you understand the incident and my feeling. But my grammar is terrible, but English is not my native language. I apologize for my mistakes. Please leave your comment or suggestion here. Thank you very much.
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